Longing

Have you ever longed for something? I mean, really longed. The kind of longing that comes with an expectation, a hope, a wish-maybe a wishful thinking. Maybe it was some results that which you should have. Or a hope that you can change reality. Or pining away for a love that doesn't belong.

I'd said in "Love (Afar And Near)" that falling in love with "someone who is right before your eyes in damning circumstances which do not permit you both together" is pathetic and beautifully tragic. I think now that it's a devastating tragedy. To sit across/stand beside someone you love-whose love you can never have-only to have to suppress the feelings is painful. It's so near yet so far! It's painful to long for a love that doesn't belong. To long for a conclusion long foregone. To crave for that love that don't belong. It's painful to be longing after something that doesn't belong. Like how a kid longs for a toy which he knows he won't get.